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Zayanah ☮


Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time.

USUALS, i luv them foreva.
boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday.

Baby You`re Th Best I Ever Had





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how i wish good times last forever.
Monday, December 20, 2010


This post is published on 21st,

Hi im back with a long post and new url~ Huhu. honestly, when i browse back the pictures on Finland trip, it really misses me w the memorable moments i had there (': alright, i will talk more about it soon. and yeah, i've changed my url to philophobic and the meaning really tells me right. thats about it, no more euphoric-SEVENthoughts aite. heh! my last update was on 15th which i can't really recalled what i did last few days. well, been busy w some stuffs and sleeping fr long hours. /:

let me just type what's on my mind ehh. yesterday was 20th and Happy 16th Monthsary Usuals, i love you girls forevaforevaforeva. Had floorball training at 8. to tell you seriously, its not easy fr me to wake up early nowadays. even with alarm on, i couldn't wake up. so that really explains how fucking sleepy i am right? haha. but still, i was awoke by bro saying he was irritated w the loud alarm i set last night and i swear i DID NOT EVEN HEAR A BEEP tone PLEASE! :D I was lazy to go but nah, thinking back my tournament starts on JAN next year, i better have a lot of practice now. Met up w Deena first and make our way to school.

Mr Lim was not around so Coach Meiwen took us. i was not in my constant mood and i played like as if my first time coming to trng. heh heh. c'mon ah, im sleepy okay. Training end at 11 and thank god Wed and Fri trng was cancelled. so Thurs will be trng. slacked w deena till 2+ and went back home. and thanks to you babe fr entertaining me all day long. we laughed alot, shared alot and yeah, talked about the past kinda interesting. hehe! reached hme, wash up and slept fr almost 7 hours. Listening to mj12 scares me much so i listened to 4 stories and dozed off.

Today, thought of accompanying Mardiah to buy her sch stuff but looking back at the time i woke up and the tiredness, i wanted to stay at home. sorry Mar, D: Today = rest day fr me perhaps. tmrw im not sure yet. either on 23, 24 or 27 will be going out w Mum again to buy sch stuffs. I had everything ready except stationaries. so will be buying them asap. i wanna meet my full usuals soonest can?! and look at the days ahead, few more days will be 2011. IM NOT READY TO LEAVE THIS YEAR! )": few more days left and i must spend my days w usuals baby, luv and MY FAVOURITE GIRLS! Hoepfully 31st dec, we can meet alright fav. girls? ^^

oh before i forgeeeeeeeeeeet, on the 19th, my day was great spending time w the Boobass and Mardiah bestfriend! :) Happy Birthday to Zarif brother and baby's dad. heeeee.

This Mardiah should wake me up by 8.15am! but when i woke up at 8.30, i only received messages frm baby and mama. so msged her and get to know, she just woke up. HAHA. Thankssssss but its okay. met up at Cityhall and alight @ Somerset since we planned to support the Boobass fr the UST soccer Tournament. yg penting, aku mcm phm ah tahu pegy. check2 lost sia. hahaha! Ryan and Hafiz lead us the way there. Sat with them and waited fr their turn. And baby, i know you're jealous but yknw even i compliment other guys, the best in my eyes is you. my eyes were locked everytime i saw this one guy frm Team 7. He super hot can?!?!?! *melts* i love the part where i accidentally bumped into him and that was seriously accidentally hor, not PURPOSELY. Hehehehee. urgh, super hot. reallyreally hot okay. and thanks eh ryan telling him right in the face, eh die *points to me* kate kau hot. -.-

Congratulations fr winning the first runner up when actually yguys deserved FIRST. Nah, its over anw and you guys played well. yguys tried v best and i never regret supporting. hehe.


after the game, Mar and i hold on to their medals and balls since they went to change. head to MacD afterthat, I luv the conversation that goes on at that time. Sufie keep asking to shut up. haha. super kecoh and guess what?!?!?! I MEEEEEEEEET MUHAIMIN. Okay, im obssesed w him eversince the YOG game yknw? okay, only baby and mardiah knw. ahaha! thanks boys fr spoting him. after everything done, trained to Cityhall since they wanted to buy stuffs @ Penin. Walked back to mrt station and backed home by 9+. and whats worse, i was feeling sleepy and mama asked family out to eat at East coast to celebrate brother birthday!!!! without disappointing her, i went and backed home by 12+. i enjoyed myself and once again, thanks Boobass, Mardiah and Family. the always best people.


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ALWAYS & FOREVA THE BEST

I love this and thanks so much fr having you people in my life. without you all, i don't think i would love 2010. :) to USUALS and Boobass, thanks again fr sending me off on the very first day and to the team-mates, hell yeah we are eager to reach Finland! :DDDD

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SERIOUSLY, if i were to share my days from day 1-10 i bet no one gonna read it right? hahah! what i can share its just the hightlights of the days okay? so first two days was the time taken to reach Helsinki; Finland. In the flight, i watched movies like KarateKid, Valentine day, and other movies which i forgotten. heh. once we reached there, check in to our hotel. roamed around the streets and yeah, every single day im there the weather was super fucking very so COLD. even we had our thermals wear, tshirts, jacket, down jacket, beanie, glove, scarf, WE STILL FEEL COLD. Imagine the weather there is -15 degree! HAHA.

We had friendly matches there. we had alot of time shopping there. we went to their primary and secondary school. and even a school that combined the kindergarden kids till the 18-19yrs old students. over 4 matches, we won one. they were v fast and good in skills please. a primary sch kid at a very young age can play so well. im amazed!! they are super alot talented players. and never forget, the guys there. huhuhuh, hottttttt much. ^^ the foods are not appetizing compared to Singapore. really. my one and only favourite will always be spore foods. hehe. i had good times bonding well w team-mates. good times w the finland friends.

and my room-mates were Deena and Hajar. I get much closer w this girls. infact, all of them. we communicate well, we bond well, we talked and laughed over things so well. everything well please! :> and how i wish i could rewind back all those precious times i had w them over @ Finland. when im there, i dont feel stress out. i dont have to think much about problems. i feel comfortable there. problems are away from me. what i know its just to enjoy myself there fr 6-7 days. i know i miss people over at spore but i know i only had the chance fr the first and the last time at Finland. experience the days and fucking feel real snow. i even ate the ice from the side of the rooftops that became ice. i miss touching my hair that became ice when i do not comb my hair when im late. i miss every single thing there, )':

and not to forget, i guess this will be my very first amazing time that marked in my life to watch the Semi-finals and Finals of the WORLD FLOORBALL CHAMPIONSHIP OVER AT HARWELL ARENA. It was one of the best moments. FINLAND the champion! the atmosphere was a blast. and not to frget, i miss my Yani the Finland Gk and Spore GK. they were awesome. :D

i will update more about life on next post. you know what? im not ready fr 2011 somehow. i need so much things to be better. seriously. memories can never be erased right. but it kept haunting me. and as you know, every night i listened to sentimental songs, i teared up. coz i don't wish bad things could happen ahead. but it feels like it would. ): im ready fr it. im strong to overcome it. i just need to be patient. rmbr, everything happens fr a reason Zayanah. life goes on. and i must appreciate the things i had in life now. whoever thats ever been mine, you know you are the memories that marks to belong someone special in my heart. baby, everything changed when you came along. i always think that love was wrong. thru days and night, i thank Allah fr open my eyes. i bless Allah fr all we do and when i think of you. 3more days.

Alright, i guess i end here. someone will be waiting fr my reply and oh! im addicted to a song titled, PRAY by Justin Bieber!

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