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![]() Zayanah ☮ Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time. USUALS, i luv them foreva. boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday. NABILAH!<3 MARDIAH! IQASOT! JEEHA! BOBBY! FARLIYANA! ▲MULTIPLY! Old multiply AISHA AISHAH FB! ADEEQ AMIRAH! AMYRAH AISYAH ALLISSA ATIKA[P] ATIKA ANN ARFAH AMALINA ATHIRAH! ATHIRAH ARDILLA AISHAH AFIQ Just Dance Gonna Be Ok. |
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Sunday, May 16, 2010 ![]() " I guess when you said forever, you meant till you found someone better". Today is so boringggggggggggggggggggg so i decided to post something. ^/^ Yesterday was so awesome. A day with Mardiah to camwhore? Haha! Yes, we took so many pictures. Maybe after tomorrow outing, i'll update all pictures together. So again, i love yesterday. (: Tomorrow plan will be meeting NabilahBaby to catch Last Song movie. Hopefully my dearest mama let me out. *prays* Eh babe, i really miss-you-man. The only favourite girl who i can share the dirtiest-lamest-crapness-laughters-shitness-to. Loveloveyou~ To add on, i hope Nadia could tag along as i miss her alot. Its been so long since i last had an outing with these favourite girls. heh! Think again, holidays are coming so Zayanah, don't think you can enjoy all those days and forget about study. You going to sit fr your N level next year. Work double harder this time round. I BADLY WANT TO GO TO POLY!!!!! <': really la, im not lying. I really want to go to Polytechnic and not polyclinic eh. HAHA. Tutor says if i keen in nursing, i should take that course as the pay is around 900? k, maybe i shouldn't think about this too much. I should focus on my studies now. Secondly, the life with the situation i faced now. Yes, im in a relationship which really means you're attached with someone you love. This sounds weird but this is me because im envious when i see happy singles and happy couples. For the singles, they have freedom to hang around with anyone they love without to worry if he/she gets jealous. I can elaborate more about how this awesome singles live their life to the fullest. I have been in their life before. But when you are, you felt desperate for love. yes, love not someone you want to be with. That love feeling you want. It took minutes/months/years to know someone well. Perhaps the one you want to get loved will be the one you want to be with the longest. It never easy to move on. Ladies, you know it well right? ;) For the in-loves, it have different experienced which each couple gone through. Through the thick and thin, misunderstandings, pains, tears, problems, arguments and so on. It feels pain when you teared up. It gets hurt when you teared up. Yes, you going to waste so much tears over this. To keep it going and strong, you endure and hold it there. Yes, me. I never being patient but fr this long-last r'ship, i do. I am ambivalent over certain things. I never feel wrong to be in love coz when both are in love, you want to be loved. Im going to stay strong with this. It turns overboard if i were to pour how deep it feels like. However, i don't wish to get back to single life but please, i beg you my heart, don't call for it. Never say 'I like you' if you don't care. i love my nails! Growing longer, can i not see a nail clipper? (': Someone going to text me tonight! YAY~ Labels: LIFE AND LOVE ARE LIKE HIDE AND SEEK. |