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![]() Zayanah ☮ Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time. USUALS, i luv them foreva. boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday. NABILAH!<3 MARDIAH! IQASOT! JEEHA! BOBBY! FARLIYANA! ▲MULTIPLY! Old multiply AISHA AISHAH FB! ADEEQ AMIRAH! AMYRAH AISYAH ALLISSA ATIKA[P] ATIKA ANN ARFAH AMALINA ATHIRAH! ATHIRAH ARDILLA AISHAH AFIQ Just Dance Gonna Be Ok. |
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010 Today is Thursday and the time shows my classmates are having their maths lessons now. I am not having maths lesson now but i spent my time updating at home now. Due to my lethargy, i told mum not to wake me up today. Im not strong like i used to, really. I can't endure too much and that leads me to have a weak body. Training was last Tuesday and reached home at 8. I had 17hours of sleeeeeeeeeeeeep! :> After i get home yesterday, I had my meals>bath>slept at 4pm. And i just woke up at 9am just now. YES, i am too exhausted you seeeee. Im widely awake now. Lucky today is thursday, the day i dislike most = geog and 4 periods of art. Hehe! I really don't like to have a sloppy face each time i'm at school and the mood that i easily hate to talk to people. Seriously, i hate it. I want to laugh, i can't. I want to smile, i can't. Or maybe i did but it wasn't sincere. This is really stressful. It turned out this way maybe because of the problems i faced and the inner feelings i felt deep down in my heart. People who concerns are the one who will be asking if im alright. The one who asked if i have problems. I love to have them but im too selfish and dont wish to let it out and share. I bear to keep all this things to myself. I guess the best to cheer me up are to flashback those silly-funniest-lamest-sweetest-memories. (': I even laughed by my own. It felt better. Repeatedly i have to say, 2010 is worse compared to 2009. I don't know why. Last day of 2009, i prayed that 2010 could be a better year. It don't. It sucks totally. Lifelessssss D': Im learning to be buoyant, light-hearted and liberal. If i don't, i am just too obstinate. MidYear exams results was not satisfying enough. But no, i know i should not give up. I can do it better. Geography was the worssssst. Hahhhh, i don't really bother about it. What matters most, i want to do very well for my English and Mathematics. However, i jumped with joy upon seeing my maths result. I passed both paper 1 and paper 2. <': I didn't expect to pass paper2 cause i didn't manage to solve many questions that were asked. Nevertheless, i did my best and get back satisfying results. Alhamdulillah. WHAT I LOVE MOST ABOUT THIS WEEK WAS LAST MONDAY. LAST SONG WAS AWESOME. AMAZING. FANSTANTIC. NICE. ROMANTIC.TOUCHINGG. AWWWW, SWEETEST MOVIE. I CRIED SO MUCH. CAN I WATCH IT AGAIN PLEASE? )': AH, many things that i tend to type earlier but forget it. My mum is eating infront of me. Look so tempting. I want to have my breakfast now. i promise to have pictures fr next post. i promise to cut my nails tomorrow. ♥Baby, you don't worry. You are my only. I know you are strong to handle my attitude. I love you vvvv much! we know we are strong to last foreva. Love me too much, hurt me too much. i'll hate you so much. HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY USUALS. LOVEYOU. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Labels: when i smile at you. |