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Zayanah ☮


Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time.

USUALS, i luv them foreva.
boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday.

Baby You`re Th Best I Ever Had





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lifelesssss.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010


And you appear just like a dream to me.

Today is Thursday and the time shows my classmates are having their maths lessons now. I am not having maths lesson now but i spent my time updating at home now. Due to my lethargy, i told mum not to wake me up today. Im not strong like i used to, really. I can't endure too much and that leads me to have a weak body. Training was last Tuesday and reached home at 8. I had 17hours of sleeeeeeeeeeeeep! :> After i get home yesterday, I had my meals>bath>slept at 4pm. And i just woke up at 9am just now. YES, i am too exhausted you seeeee. Im widely awake now. Lucky today is thursday, the day i dislike most = geog and 4 periods of art. Hehe!

I really don't like to have a sloppy face each time i'm at school and the mood that i easily hate to talk to people. Seriously, i hate it. I want to laugh, i can't. I want to smile, i can't. Or maybe i did but it wasn't sincere. This is really stressful. It turned out this way maybe because of the problems i faced and the inner feelings i felt deep down in my heart. People who concerns are the one who will be asking if im alright. The one who asked if i have problems. I love to have them but im too selfish and dont wish to let it out and share. I bear to keep all this things to myself. I guess the best to cheer me up are to flashback those silly-funniest-lamest-sweetest-memories. (': I even laughed by my own. It felt better. Repeatedly i have to say, 2010 is worse compared to 2009. I don't know why. Last day of 2009, i prayed that 2010 could be a better year. It don't. It sucks totally. Lifelessssss D': Im learning to be buoyant, light-hearted and liberal. If i don't, i am just too obstinate.


MidYear exams results was not satisfying enough. But no, i know i should not give up. I can do it better. Geography was the worssssst. Hahhhh, i don't really bother about it. What matters most, i want to do very well for my English and Mathematics. However, i jumped with joy upon seeing my maths result. I passed both paper 1 and paper 2. <': I didn't expect to pass paper2 cause i didn't manage to solve many questions that were asked. Nevertheless, i did my best and get back satisfying results. Alhamdulillah.


WHAT I LOVE MOST ABOUT THIS WEEK WAS LAST MONDAY. LAST SONG WAS AWESOME. AMAZING. FANSTANTIC. NICE. ROMANTIC.TOUCHINGG. AWWWW, SWEETEST MOVIE. I CRIED SO MUCH. CAN I WATCH IT AGAIN PLEASE? )':

AH, many things that i tend to type earlier but forget it. My mum is eating infront of me. Look so tempting. I want to have my breakfast now.

i promise to have pictures fr next post. i promise to cut my nails tomorrow.

♥Baby, you don't worry. You are my only. I know you are strong to handle my attitude. I love you vvvv much! we know we are strong to last foreva. Love me too much, hurt me too much. i'll hate you so much.

The closest.

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY USUALS. LOVEYOU.
♥♥♥♥♥♥

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