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Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time.

USUALS, i luv them foreva.
boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday.

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Wednesday, January 6, 2010



Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

6th January,

Im still with school uniform on. Im sleeeeepy but idk why i can't get my hands off of this keyboard. I feel like typing something here. What i thought, what i felt, what im hurt about was pretty much easier to let it out here ): As for school hours was alright but im just getting bored with Physics especially /= The rest was o-k-a-y.

I don't know the reason why i should type this. Maybe i should type about this on a private blog and type it there because it kinda personal but since i sense that typing on how i felt now are better so let me continues. I feels its like a must of posting this ):

I felt so so heartbroken D': My new blog song touches me and it really tells me the way of love im in now. I didn't know why i felt that i was not being cared on how someone special always treated me. I didn't know why i felt like there's something about you changed whenever i think about us. I didn't know why you feel im a sucka for you. I didn't know why you treat me like as if i've done something cruel towards you. Where is your care and concern? Most importantly, your love? Are you jealous about something? Why can't you speak up? Why are you treating me this way? WHY?! )': Why didn't you reply all my messages like how you used to be? You want to let me go? You want me to love you more? You want me to hate you? Tell me the answer. I felt that the way you are now seems different after we were separated unlike last times. I felt so heart-b-r-o-k-e-n ))))))))': you give me the courage and truelove that i need. I don't wanna ever lose you. If i would, it will be the suckest ever moment i had in life. I just can't say it more. Its neither you or my fault or you im blaming here. this are just my thoughts and feelings.

i just felt it this way. If were anyone reads this, don't ever thinks he sucks to be with me. I love him and this is how relationships goes by. i need cheerups.

Sometimes i wonder, i would want to have one and only friend to be by my side. The one who was once fall in love. The one who was once understand how i felt. The one who can cheerme up all day long. The one who can brings me courage to be a strong girl. The one who wanted me to be independant. The one who always shower me with their love and concern. The one who can always lend a ear whenever i need one. The one who can lend me a shoulder to cry on to.

I just need to ask why?


Swept away on a wave of emotion
Overcaught in the eye of the storm
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
Believe that you're mine


Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever.
Aren't they are true? ):

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