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Zayanah ☮


Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time.

USUALS, i luv them foreva.
boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday.

Baby You`re Th Best I Ever Had





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happybirthdayMUM!<3
Saturday, July 18, 2009


First and Formost , I would like to wish my dearest beloved deary mum, HAPPY SWEET THIRTY-SIX BIRTHDAY ! Thanks for being a great mum since i was born. Thanks for comforting me when i felt down. Thanks for being there with me when i needed you by my side. You've been the bestest mum that no one will ever replace you. I promise to be a good daughter ;D Sorry for those tears that i made you cry . Sorry if i didn't listen to your advises. Im sorry for my wrongdoings/everything. I love you so much. I'll promise i will not leave you till your last breath. You've been the strong mother since father left us. You've are the one who earn money for us for the eleven years since we are separated from father. Stay strong Mum. I cry every single night as i miss our old family together. I love you. You are always perfect in my eyes. What others says , i don't even care as you he best who knows the real me , inside and outside.

As for today , maybe im celebrating mum birthday outside . Grrrr!!~ Seriously why must moodswings strikes unusual times? I felt moody early in the morning. I felt bad and i can't have a good tight sleep. I guess because of *insidefeelings* i've felt. I'll update about today's day if i got time. I shall elaborate abou yesterday's day.




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Met BFFs! Went to meet Mardiah first as i wanted to buy something for my mother. Gosh! I went blank on what to buy but don't worry , i owe you a present mum! Heehee. First we headed to T1 as we both are craving for FROLICK'S which taste so MARVELLOUS! Go and have a try! Had a quick bite and we went to meet Deena and a-guy. Bus-ed 28 which took so long to arrived at that located area. Finally we reached and this-guy brought us to a place and we slack there and shared kind of stories! Its so funny until i can't stop myself from laughing.

I felt different way when this-guy keep talking about that ******! Ihatehim. Alrights, i had fun yesterday's night as i spent time with dearest friends around. Im not ready to type out what really happens as i still felt bad though ): Thanks for sending me home. Appreciate the day we spent for 4321 hours! Thanks for cheering me up , your laughters/jokes/stories. Make me realize what is the good/bad side.




Can i stop crying? why must i care for other's feeling while .............. i hate you. stop talking him and i stop talking about her . *we knows.