Zayanah ☮ Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time. USUALS, i luv them foreva. boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday. NABILAH!<3 MARDIAH! IQASOT! JEEHA! BOBBY! FARLIYANA! ▲MULTIPLY! Old multiply AISHA AISHAH FB! ADEEQ AMIRAH! AMYRAH AISYAH ALLISSA ATIKA[P] ATIKA ANN ARFAH AMALINA ATHIRAH! ATHIRAH ARDILLA AISHAH AFIQ Just Dance Gonna Be Ok. |
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Friday, July 24, 2009  I cried yet again. Maybe now is the right time whereby i express out my feelings. Sorry if this post hurts any of you but im actually have no intention to do so. This is my blog and this is the only way which i find it easy to pour it all. First say is that , i can't understand with my feelings. It feels me up and down. Even if im happy , it turns me down whenever i recalled the past. Yes , i've been telling everyone who concerns , i get over H-I-M. Forget him. Hate him and so fourth. Ya, i really do. For me , letting go someone i love is not easy. Im crying doesn't mean from the tears that streams down from my eyes but its when im crying inside showing im fine. I just felt bad . I guess others may say im the un-lucky girl to get someone like _______. Love is blind and i believe it. Honestly speaking , my first impression of finding a guy is their looks. But once i accepted it , i just don't even care about looks anymore. Love is the one i concern. I've cried over this and i know i have to move on. Maybe yes if people say its not worth to cry over boys just because of this. Im here crying , missing you badly but does he? I don't wanna bother about him and i always wanted to understand my feelings first. I can't )': Thats where i spot my weakness. Why must i awlays care for others feelings? How about mine? I cried and cried and shows im weak. Besides that , i cried because i care. I wanna avoid misunderstandings. Don't think the wrong way , im not fallen into him. Im not ready to be-in-love. Goodbye D: Im changing my URL soon!~ |