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Zayanah ☮


Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time.

USUALS, i luv them foreva.
boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday.

Baby You`re Th Best I Ever Had





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Thursday, July 2, 2009





Finally,pictures are belowww!~
(There's lots more of pictures but im plain lazy to upload all so some wil do :D)

For these 4days in school when reopens , i felt way better with my seating position as my place was taken with other classmate. So i went to seat other place which located near with my dearests bfs/gfs. Can make me crazy seating there as every lessons goes on , bfs(especially!)/gfs never fail to crap jokes and i'll start to laugh my ass off i tell you. Oh well , i started to love last three days time-table as mostly all lesons was taken to be freee period and yea , gossip is what the girls been doing. Hah. But today,NOT. Mr Chia came and we had our English lesson.

I like my history teacher , his name is ..... Hah , try guess. K , lame. I love being in class and pay attention when i felt i want to and if i had that interest with the teacher. What i mean is that, if i love the way whoever teacher teach , i can give the fullest attention. Hah , craps.

My days went on slightly better than the previous term i guess as im cheering more but not at all times. Im just trying more and more. I just want it to be. Seriously. & I hate seeing hypocrites and sarcastic schoolmates like YOU. WTH? Don't EVER judge me mind you. Hah. What's up to critise me ?

I've seen my Bffs is changing more and more and thats the truth. Sorry Mar&Dee )': I felt bad to say this but i have to. I can't force. Yguys don't seem the ones i treasure before. We've been separating apart at times. Im not kinda a girl/friend who leave their love ones unattendedly(such word?) Doesn't mean if i hang out with other friends of mine , i don't care about yguys. Maybe i just need yguys to know , i don't want yguys to think im a friend who always wanna yguys stick to me like everytime. Maybe for yguys its bored and like sickening. I don't mind either. I have other friends to tag along with. Yguys may close with others. I may felt hurt with those words u said , reactions but i felt it inside not outside. Its the best for me to pour out everthing here. So ya , a friend of mine that is YOU? Whats up with you ? Hate me ? Prefers her ? Go ahead. Heck care. Don't bother about me ? So? I tried my best to be the best friend of yours but do u appreciate ? Instead,no. Hah , sarcastic saying and words towards me ? Whats up actually behind this ? New friends of yours ? Haa ,whatever. I just hate the way u are now. But , i still do treasure Bffs/.


Thanks to Eqa! Izzat! the advises and compliments. Thank you! And Eqa , thanks for being the listening ear. Appreciate it alot love! Stay strong and try to move on yeah :D

I'll update again if there's any. PICTURES!~



WITH NADIA,LOVE!


(Snap lots of pictures but here are the few. I so lazyyyy -.-)


























Pictures at TWCC ;D (There's more but i lazy to upload. Heh)














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Can i hate you? Please i want to.I wanna move on. I wanna stop loving you as it hurts me. You don't seem to care like u used to. I tend to get jealous when i see u tagging with ________ ):