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Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time.

USUALS, i luv them foreva.
boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday.

Baby You`re Th Best I Ever Had





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baby am i ready? )':
Friday, November 19, 2010


*wiped tears* )))))))))))))))))))))))))))":
yes, im not okay. icriedhard, alot.

Today's the 20th, Happy 15th Monthsary Usuals. Last night i slept at 1am and i woke up at 5.53am today. yet again, Nisa and I were late. Im not in the mood to talk about it so yea, we lose. After the game, Mr Lim drove Deena, Japh and myself to Bukit Merah sec fr the combined trials. End around 11+. And im still in so have to come down again next Sat. Hmm. Went home straight and bad news fr me. )':

its my life, i know how to live it. i wanna enjoy life. I dont want it to be this way. seriously, i hate it. i couldn't do much but cry as much as i want. i NEVER cried this much. even that happens fr my pasts. and i never feel the tears that streamed down my eyes were worthless. please change and i will keep fighting to keep it strong. honestly, this is my favourite of all. i never love my life with the pasts compared to now, and i will fight to keep this long. )': perhaps, i should pour out everything soon. you and i keep a promise. yes, a promise mend to be broken sometimes but i hope it last this time. thanks cousin fr being understanding and knw how it feels like. i fucking hurt. yes, i am.*tears streaming*

Yesterday, met up with Nisa, Mardiah &Atiqa. Went to school to support the soccer boys since they are having friendly match with Tanjong Katong. Watched B div game and 1st half fr C Div. Great time supporting but my it caught my attention most when baby scored. (': Backed home. Moodswings sucks and i really hate when i automatically sulk at different timing. but dearest, i know you never fail to cheer me up. i always rmbr and appreciate every single of it.

baby, 4more days to solid 5months of knowing you. I never been brave to pour out my deep down emotions/feelings to my ex and to you my boyfriend now. but t you, i will one day. sometimes i feel like saying i will do anything to be w you. coz you know why? when i met someone last time, someone never treat me more like he should and nvr understands me at my best. and somehow in the past, boyfriendS treat me better. while w you now, you understand me at my best, im comfortable w you around, laughed over silliest things and feel like we're perfect fr each other. hmmmmm. i pray every night from now i wanna keep you in my heart till my last breath. even a matter can break us apart, you must always know you belong to my heart eversince 2410. Baby please dont go, when i woke up tmrw i hope you will still be here. (":

Hari Raya Haji with family/cousins was really a great time. always and forever, this is my first priority.

I really need time fr my girlfriends; USUALS vvvv soon. I need you girls. my pillar of strength.

And im away from home from 22-23 due to floorball camp. and 24th, training. /:
Gonna meet baby tomorrow. Prays everything going to be alright.
(THIS POST IS PUBLISHED ON 2011, 4:09)

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