Zayanah ☮ Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time. USUALS, i luv them foreva. boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday. NABILAH!<3 MARDIAH! IQASOT! JEEHA! BOBBY! FARLIYANA! ▲MULTIPLY! Old multiply AISHA AISHAH FB! ADEEQ AMIRAH! AMYRAH AISYAH ALLISSA ATIKA[P] ATIKA ANN ARFAH AMALINA ATHIRAH! ATHIRAH ARDILLA AISHAH AFIQ Just Dance Gonna Be Ok. |
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010  Yes, i can't change it no matter how much it hurts. There's no way to press the rewind button. I really love the way my life in previous years. This year seems to be suckish. i hate this year. i cried too much. i was hurt too much. i was loved too much. ended up, i hate this year too much. no matter what, life goes on. Yes, i know there's ups and downs in life but the obstacles i went through was tough. I tried to stand strong and move on. I love my days when i laugh too much. I will find that my happiest day. When i was not in the mood, i find that the saddest day. And yes, most of the days wasn't the happiest. I always keep things to myself coz maybe, its hard for people to know how i felt. Maybe i did wrong in the past but that doesn't mean the same thing going to happen over again. People change, everyone change, everything change. Everyone life's is not perfect. God is fair. Even i have difficulties going through, i may have some other times that brings me up. I never wanted to hate my life coz everything that comes is fate. I can never change how my life used to be now and tomorrow. and i always have this phrase in mind, "Nothing lasts forever" yes, nothing does. I tried helping myself to cheer up with the lovely people i had in life. without them, i will be alone. especially my mum. Without her, i will never been in this world; thats why i never wanted to lose her. Recalled back at my past, there's times i wish i could change to be better. but the present now, i have to live it to the fullest. I WISH I COULD SAY EVERYTHING OUT HERE BUT MY HEARTS SAYS IM NOT READY. I LOVE SOMEONE TERRIBLY MUCH. DONT BLAME US, GOD WANTS US TO BE SEPARATED AND GIVES YOU TIME TO MEET SOMEONE BETTER. I LOST MY EZLINK CARD YET AGAIN! I WAS ABOUT TO CRY JUST NOW, BUT I HOLD ON COZ SOMEONE DISLIKE TO SEE ME SAD. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE HOW YOU CHEERED UP. MUM WAS NAGGING AT ME THROUGH PHONE, WHEN CAN I STOP MAKING YOU UPSET? SORRY MAMA, I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY LAST BREATH. WHY MUST I BE SO CARELESS?!?!?!?!?!?! WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND~ I NEVER LOVE HOW MY DAYS GOES WHEN IT STARTED TO MAKE ME CRY SO MUCH. I.MISS.th-freakingmemories- Labels: i never told you. |