Despite my hectic school schedule, I rarely get enough rest and beauty sleep. ):

School was being a wonderful hours please. Like always said, without classmates, my school hours won't be hilarious like i want it to be. Laughters are the best of all. It makes my mood up even when im down. Thanks so much friends. Friends are important fr me. EVERY single day, i have so much stories and craps to share. Either with friends, closefriends, boyfriends and girlfriends. Everyone = friends. Dirty secrets to gossip and insult about. Friends! Be there forever and ever with me alrights? :D

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D

If i feel dizzy, many negative thoughts stuck in my head which really brings me to a situation, stress. Is it with family? friends/r'ships/studies? Argh. Im very tired to have the responsibilty being a sister which always get scolded if i fail to do the assign responsibilty. Friends weren't complicated because happy to say, i love all my friends. I never want to have a enemy but a-particular-humanbeing was being an irritant! :@ R'ships was the main one actually D: I shouldn't waste tears that stream down my eyes when i actually should live life and live it happily. Im still too young to breakdown over all this-small-matters. ): I wanted to pour it out all here but hmm, maybe in a private? I didn't want to see other love ones of mine hurt or misunderstand about this issue. Well, this is present. The past was memories. Don't come back pretty please? Its o-v-e-r. D': Im looking fr brighter in future. I must never be weak! i'mma strong teenager which preserve what i want in life. However, the simplest fr me is to cry all out to feel me calm. Crying does shows my weakness but im letting it flow because to me, it felt better.

Few hours back, i had endure with the cramps and aches due to the physical training. I never regret going because i know i hafta get my stamina back as ya, i know im sucha slow-in-physical. I should be constant like what my coach said. I shouldn't follow my mood all the times. When the mood went bad, my training was not satisfying to the standard. Train hard, play hard = the result.

Mark the word past and how i tried to rewind, it can't. Its over and i should move on. Neither way to get back my past life. 10:37pm the time strikes now. I need my sleep so soon. May future brings to brighter side fr me. :)

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