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Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time.

USUALS, i luv them foreva.
boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday.

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life getting worse? )=
Wednesday, January 27, 2010


Im feeeeling really, very weak ): I didn't attend school and its due to the sickness which came over me twice this year. I find this came by me whenever i felt very tired once i reached home. Yesterday attended floorball trng and reached home around 9pm.

I did my homeworks alittle and asked mum to help me with it. Halfway through, i felt so lethargic and felt so dizzzzzy. Ate panadol and doze off. I can't sleep well and my dreams was like a puzzle which makes my mind went round and round. I woke up, slept back. Woke up, slept back fr ______ times )):

At one time (3.16am), i can't take it and quckily dashed into the toilet and vomitted. Its alooooooooooot and god knows how i felt that moment. Mum was shouting asking am i alright. I said to her i am. See, my mum sucha a verrry caring and lovely mum. Loveyou. She told me repeatedly not to go to school. I denied and told her im going. I will miss alot of lessons. She scolded and asked to rest. Woke up, i was having a high fever and migrane D: D: D:

Brothers are off to school and im still in bed. I messaged some lovely friends of mine saying im not going to school and only, few replied with touches words. Aww, only you know who you are k lovelys? Thanks fr the concern so much. *hugs* I sleeeeeeept and woke up at 11. I wanted to cry badly but i hold on because i didn't want to make myself feeling weaker. Ate number of medicines and lay on bed to rest. I was thinking and praying that im getting better by atleast tonight. WHY? TOMORROW IS MY FIRST MATCH AGAINST KR. I wanted to go very badly and i prayshard that im fine by tomorrow. God, please make me stronger and cure me immediately. I can't stand the dizzyness and heavy migrane im feeling now.

Ah, i need to go off. My body tempreature is getting higher ))))))))))))))))))))': Im going off to clinic soon. Ya allah, kuatkan semangat aku untuk ke sekolah esok hari.

i miss lovely friends already. i need to be strong fr tomorrow pleaseeeee..

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