Zayanah! Wake up! What's wrong with you ? *screamsssss Yes, i've been asking myself this. Argh. I felt like im a failure ): I regret for not putting enough efforts this while. I regret for neglecting those important things thats around me. I felt so bad. Im ashamed to face people who made it through. Im jealous and keep asking to myself, why can't i be like them?

I just need more precious times around. I shouldn't keep all those hidden thoughts inside. It make it worst. I need alot of practices. I need to buck up. Im saying this because i really disappointed with the results i've received )'; I didn't expect that i did so badly. To classmates that concerned, i cried wih disappointment with you too. Be strong and always think that this is not the end. We can make it through someday. I believe that everyone could achieve what they always wanted.

Anyone, ask me out to study please? I promised i would be serious and do better. And right now, this matter keep spinning round in my head till cause a terrible migrane. Im stressed and messed up with alot of problems. LIFE.LOVE. Life sucks at times. It rocks when we love it! So can i love the life? Being a strong to go through all those obtacles between times and putting alot of efforts would end up with what i expected. So yea, i have to take this seriously. I just have to express it all out. I can't hide anymore. It hurts inside.