Zayanah ☮ Still young, going sixteen coming 19'08. I have my own ways of living. Im'ma philophobic. I have greatest family, awesome friends around me. I cry, envy, laugh, love easily. Floorball is my sport and hotpink is my favourite all time. USUALS, i luv them foreva. boyfriend♥, i luv him everyday. NABILAH!<3 MARDIAH! IQASOT! JEEHA! BOBBY! FARLIYANA! ▲MULTIPLY! Old multiply AISHA AISHAH FB! ADEEQ AMIRAH! AMYRAH AISYAH ALLISSA ATIKA[P] ATIKA ANN ARFAH AMALINA ATHIRAH! ATHIRAH ARDILLA AISHAH AFIQ Just Dance Gonna Be Ok. |
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Sunday, June 7, 2009  1ST Post ~ Hello Dearest Readers! Here is my new fresh look blog with a new URL so relink me up soon aites! First & formost , i will like to thank to my dear Dhania , for helping and guiding me for this skin. She's been so kind to help me in this. Thanks Dhania! Much appreciated [: I've yet satisfied with the previous blog. Seriously, i don't have the clue what's wrong and it ends up with all those codes. Grr! Last night i've been spending my time to find a new skin and create a new one. Tsk. Its so irritating without knowing what went wrong with that blog and all went blank. I cried after i switched off the computer )': I just miss all those posts that i've posted and all the memorable pictures that i've uploaded. There's alooooooooooooooot and i miss the sweetest/bitter memories that i post especially about ___________ ): Its okay . i just have to accept it as a PAST. Few days ago , i've been spending my time to post about my camp and i miss reading those fun moments but now , its all gone ): AHHHHHHHH! Why must this happened ? I guess , i've been doing some mistakes that i've not realised. Let all those memories/past lied in my heart . Im not going to forget all those moments as i had fun spending time with my floorball mates. Enough of talking about that _________ previous blog. Today , i was supposed to have my floorball training. I was awake by the alarm that i set but my head was like spinning and my stomach hurts like damn alooot. (God knows!) Up to now , i still felt alittle pain in the stomach. My mum asked to stay at home and mum said , maybe its because of my period. Tsk. Its so freaking irritating i tell you. Well , girls know better. Kay , now i miss FLOORBALL. I shall come on the next training. If im alright ya (: I've yet touched on my homeworks!:0 I gonna start on it preetaay sooon!~ I have to catch up with all those syllabus and i have to practice more especially on Maths! I don't wanna dissappoint my mum again ): I have to work harder this time round. I MUST! Somehow , i miss my claasmates terribly alot . I miss the craziness&laughters. Stayed at home is always a bore for me unless im sick. Lately , i've been having muscle cramps and it feels bad i tell you. I can't have a good tight sleep. It always makes me feels uneasy. Don't worry much , i'll be fine and always remember to your advise , love! (i miss msging to *someone* this line whenever im sick ): I kinda miss every moments i spent with my loved ones. Yesterday, in the middle of the night , i burst into tears again as i felt hurt to keep all the tears thats hidden inside. I express everything out and i felt much better, though. I kept recalling the memories i had with the precious ones . I miss being concern-ed by those lovely ones. I miss being asked if im okay , alright and i miss answering those... Well , life have to move on and i keep saying myself this. I have to. I must. I want my life to go on smoothly. I may not know when i die so i have to enjoy my life. It may have regrets/sadness/happiness but still , moving on is the best way to improve in our mistakes or perhaps to be happy with our love ones? Let God leads the way. Show me the right path and i'll follow through while im here growing up to be older. I have to leave and im going to help with the chores at home as im alone now. Heh. I have to make my mum proud to have a 'hardworking' daughter like me. (Prasing herself or what?!) So do the others yea? Byebye. |